It’s the middle of the pandemic and I’m in ketamine therapy. The trips are bad, and the vibes are worse. Time is painful and non-linear.

This is a collection of digital art I made to document it.

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[give up]
[happ1]
[healing]
[hell]
[highly]
[inability]
[innocence]
[key]
[liar]
[like forever]
[manifest wants]
[safe]
[hate on]
[missing]
[mothers end]
[mountain]
[scared]
[no equate]
[not for me]
[not the reason]
[over again]
[lies}
[live]
[paths]
[perception]
[perfectionism]
[permission]
[pilot]
[love/luck]
[present hurts]
[propoganda]
[saving]
[shame]
[silent]
[struggle]
[suffering]
[swallow]
[the rest]
[tired]
[too much]
[trust]
[value]
[show up]
[vulnerable.pt1]
[vulberable.pt2]
[welcome]
[window]
[abandonment]
[abortion]
[happy2]
[sleep]
[addict]
[all the way]
[anger]
[answer.]
[attention]
[body alive]
[broke]
[burden]
[bye bye]
[california]
[carrying]
[choice]
[control]
[futures]
[crying]
[damn]
[defence]
[maybe]
[defiant4ever]
[depress to rest]
[ducklings]
[ego]
[enough]
[express/explain]
[behaviour first]
[free yourself]
[free]
[friend]
[happy3]